At some point... it shifts - The choice is yours
On the Path of Spiritual Awakening
The spiritual journey often feels like the soul or character is moving toward God, the ineffable Creator. Through devotion, introspection, and various tools, we deepen this connection.
But who is the "I" that seeks God? Who devotes itself, reflects, or feels separate from the Divine?
Initially, this sense of separation feels natural, but eventually, a crucial choice must arise.
Choosing God and His Kingdom requires a complete release of the ego and its illusory world (Maya). Dream and reality cannot coexist; we must either remain asleep or awaken.
As we draw closer, this choice becomes clearer and more uncompromising. Letting go takes on a deeper meaning, as Jesus said in the final chapter of A Course in Miracles: "Choose again."
In my experience, I have faced the decision between the illusory world of ego and the infinite reality of the Creator.
At some point, we must choose the One or nothing at all.
Here lies the contrast between two worlds—the ego and Maya on the left, and the Infinite Creator with the eternal reality of Heaven on the right.
I have delved into the illusory depths of suffering that arise from the perceived separation from our Creator—Eternal Life. This separation manifests in various forms, images, and illusions within the dream of existence.
Our True Self, without form, name, or personal identity, is Infinite Love and bliss, transcending human understanding, veiled by the ego’s illusions of separateness from God.
Through this awakening’s journey, I’ve witnessed layers of insanity and suffering born from the lie of separation. However, this lie is purely unreal. As Jesus said in A Course in Miracles, both night and day are dreams. We must awaken to our true nature as the Eternal, united in Love with God, forever innocent and whole.
Forgiveness unveils the illusion of sin, liberating us from guilt and revealing that nothing in this dream is real, including our imagined suffering. While the ego insists on guilt, fragility, and division, the Holy Spirit reminds us of our infinite worth and purity as the Christ.
Waking up means seeing this Truth: that what we believed was reality was just a dream, and upon awakening, we realize we have always been in Heaven—unchanged, whole, and ONE with the Creator.
There is no separation between God and His extension, which we call "the Christ."
You are That. But you cannot be both! You have to choose.
The ONE is real, while the other is an illusion, a dream. God is Love; not choosing Love means choosing something other than God. God is infinite; to turn away from the Infinite is to embrace the ego's limitations.
The ego urges you to bring the Divine to its illusions, while the Holy Spirit shows you Jesus at the door of the asylum, inviting you to eternal Heaven. These two voices are completely opposite, and you must choose one to follow.
The ego leads back to Samsara (hell), promising uniqueness and evolution, whereas the Holy Spirit calls you to eternal Life beyond space and time—pure, omniscient, omnipotent Spirit, infinite joy, eternal bliss, and union with Christ in God.
This perfect, Nameless Love, known by many names—God, Allah, Brahman, Shiva, the Source—is the indefinable, ineffable Infinite Creator.
I have explored the illusory depths of hell and suffering born from the illusion of separation from the Creator of Eternal Life, projected through various forms and images.
These illusions obscure what I truly am: Eternal, One Life—formless, nameless, abstract, timeless, and spaceless; Infinite Love and bliss that surpass human comprehension, veiled by the ego’s belief in separateness.
The ego, with its separate soul and effects manifesting even in the physical body, exists solely within the illusion of Maya.
I have walked through the valley of the shadow of death, accompanied by J. (or the Holy Spirit, if you prefer). I have seen utter insanity—lies, cruelty, fear, and shame, all stemming from the illusion of separation. I’ve witnessed other illusory souls, each experiencing suffering within this shared dream, though ultimately, it’s unreal.
This madness originates from a single error: believing in separation from our Creator.
It’s a lie that never actually happened.
Even though we experience the dream, it’s not real because it lacks a true cause. In Reality, separation from God never occurred. We dream of a separate identity (the ego), much like we do in sleep—the difference lies only in appearance.
As J. says in A Course in Miracles:
"You spend your time dreaming. Your night dreams and your day dreams seem different, but only in appearance."
You are That—just as Buddha or Jesus realized their Truth, you too will realize it when you look within and recognize the eternal Truth.
What clouds your vision is the guilt buried deep in your Spirit for all you believe you’ve seen or done in countless incarnations within this illusory journey. Forgiveness liberates you, acknowledging the unreality of the Son of God’s perceived sin.
You are Innocent—forever.
Eternally loved by God, your Creator, by the essence of what you are. There is no separation between you and Him. You are Perfect, Complete, Innocent, and Pure forever—The Christ.
This is true for all; everything is either an illusion (one grand illusion appearing as many) or Reality.
Forgiveness reveals the complete unreality of the dream—this world, space-time, the universe, and all its dimensions—as well as the dreamer, the individual character (soul), and all its manifestations, subtle and physical.
Since none of it is real, there is no guilt.
The ego tells you that others are guilty, deserving punishment, separate from you. But the Holy Spirit shows you that you are dreaming of separation, blaming yourself within this dream. You are either judging yourself or offering yourself love.
The ego insists you are small, weak, and fragile. The Holy Spirit reminds you that you are Eternal Life, infinite, innocent, and pure, as God created you.
The ego tells you that your brothers and sisters are separate beings outside of yourself. The Holy Spirit teaches that by seeing your brothers and sisters as the infinite, innocent, and perfect Christ, you will also come to see yourself this way.
"As you see them, so will you see yourself." - J.
The Holy Spirit invites you to look deeply into the illusion of hell, to reject it, and awaken in the eternal Heaven of God.
He calls you to awaken to your eternal innocence, encompassing all insignificant images you’ve projected in your dream. No exceptions. No grievances. He invites you to free yourself from pain, limitation, and death—illusions of separation within the dream.
Nothing in this illusory world can be guilty of anything, for to believe otherwise means you still think this world, this dream, is real.
But it is not!
It is a dream from which you will awaken. YOUR DREAM... not the dream of God!
And when you wake, you will find yourself exactly where you’ve always been.
Nothing has changed.
You remain the same, only now you are awake!
You realize you simply dreamed of being something other than what you’ve always been: Infinite, Pure Spirit, Love, and ONE with God.
There is no separation between the Creator and His extension, which we call "The Christ."
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